Why shouldn’t I kill myself? Yes there is some people who would be sad or hurt. But why should I care. Once I’m gone I won’t have anything to care about, think about, or feel since I’ll be dead. I won’t be around to know how it affects them.
Yes, you won’t be here to know how it affects them, but it will still affect them. The people that care about you will have to go on with their lives. They will go through all the stages, and they will carry it with them for the rest of their lives. Just because we aren’t aware of something, or it won’t impact us, doesn’t mean it isn’t significant or important.
No one can tell you not to do it. It’s your decision. I’m not sure if I’m the best person to answer you seeing the circumstances but I’ll try to. I’m not going to try to talk you out of this while I hold overdose in my hand at this moment but I want you only to now that – I care. About you and the pain you’re feeling. Once we’re gone, it won’t matter if people do or not, are sad or not but as long as we’re here, it does. The thing is, people do want to know that someone is there for them, that they matter. For me, you do. Maybe together we could wait some more, one more minute, one more hour, another day.
I care for you too @notwhitenorblack
& I care for you @Needforhelp
& I care for all souls on this site
even the ones I still haven’t had the honor of meeting / talking to
& it would break my heart to know that anything bad happened to any of u
let alone if you go
Guys, I know it’s really really hard where you are right now
but I need you to have hope
You CAN get out of this
@Needforhelp
It is true
what notwhitenorblack says
No one can tell you you shouldn’t
because it’s your life & your decision
but I don’t want to tell you “Don’t do it”
I’m *asking* you, to not do it…
It’s not an order
& it’s not a demand
it’s only a kind request
& I’m hoping & praying with all my heart
that you could respond to it…
I’m here for you, both & all of you
& I really want to help in any way I can
or at least listen to you…
The only person that will care about my death will be the building maintenance guys at my apartment building. They will be stuck cleaning my apartment. The state will bury me and others who know me will find out I am gone months and years later. It won’t bother them. I am not important to them now in life, why should death change that?
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Yes, you won’t be here to know how it affects them, but it will still affect them. The people that care about you will have to go on with their lives. They will go through all the stages, and they will carry it with them for the rest of their lives. Just because we aren’t aware of something, or it won’t impact us, doesn’t mean it isn’t significant or important.
Such a perfect answer… thank you so much for writing this
No one can tell you not to do it. It’s your decision. I’m not sure if I’m the best person to answer you seeing the circumstances but I’ll try to. I’m not going to try to talk you out of this while I hold overdose in my hand at this moment but I want you only to now that – I care. About you and the pain you’re feeling. Once we’re gone, it won’t matter if people do or not, are sad or not but as long as we’re here, it does. The thing is, people do want to know that someone is there for them, that they matter. For me, you do. Maybe together we could wait some more, one more minute, one more hour, another day.
God !!!
you’r murdering my heart with this
I care for you too @notwhitenorblack
& I care for you @Needforhelp
& I care for all souls on this site
even the ones I still haven’t had the honor of meeting / talking to
& it would break my heart to know that anything bad happened to any of u
let alone if you go
Guys, I know it’s really really hard where you are right now
but I need you to have hope
You CAN get out of this
@Needforhelp
It is true
what notwhitenorblack says
No one can tell you you shouldn’t
because it’s your life & your decision
but I don’t want to tell you “Don’t do it”
I’m *asking* you, to not do it…
It’s not an order
& it’s not a demand
it’s only a kind request
& I’m hoping & praying with all my heart
that you could respond to it…
I’m here for you, both & all of you
& I really want to help in any way I can
or at least listen to you…
can we talk about this ?
The only person that will care about my death will be the building maintenance guys at my apartment building. They will be stuck cleaning my apartment. The state will bury me and others who know me will find out I am gone months and years later. It won’t bother them. I am not important to them now in life, why should death change that?
I will care
& if I see your profile going dark
& you’r no longer posting or commenting
I will worry
Please,
if you can
read my comment above
it applies to you too