I was actually thinking about ending it one day about four weeks ago. I saw a speeding car go by, and I told myself that if I saw another speeding car, that I would purposely walk in front of it. Unfortunately I didn’t see another speeding car after that one ?. Now I wish I had done it when I had the chance.
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Good that you didn’t. There is a good enough chance that you wouldn’t die and just end up with 100 broken bones and bound to a bed for the rest of your life.
I understand people’s decision or desire to end their lives. I don’t know what kind of life they have and what kind of agony they have to endure. I don’t judge. I have considered it many times and I still do. However this doesn’t mean that we should just do nonsense things. After you throw yourself in front of the car and get “lucky” and die, what would happen to that guy who hit you? Psychological problems and shock aside, he would have a lot of explaining to do. Especially if there are no witnesses and he is driving over speed limit, he can even end up in jail. I’m sure you don’t want to risk ruining someone elses life just like that.
I hope it was just a passing feeling and you just felt like doing it and wouldn’t actually do it. I saw your previous posts, you are still young and you can still overcome your problems or deal with them better.
I hope it gets better for you, I hope you can deal with your problems in a better way.
I just wish there was a painless way to die without risk of serious injury or anything like that
Matel said it better than I could: What would happen to the person who hit you?
Did you consider that?
Now I ask you :
Are you trying to destroy other peoples lives too?
Did you even consider the ramifications of you throwing yourself in front a random person’s car?
If you want to end your life, that is your prerogative. I don’t know what pain you feel but is it really to much to ask, not to ruin random peoples lives in the process?
I am at loss for words here. Seriously
wow… what a day that’d be for the person who hit you…
driving is already headache enough, the last thing we need are people like you jumping out in front of speeding cars. gee. and i agree with the above comment… it is more likely that you’ll be bed ridden for the rest of your life. instead of looking to end it, try seeing how you can resolve whatever it is that is hurting you, and if you insist upon exiting, then choose a method that’s reliable. best of luck to you.