- So I don’t really talk about this, it’s not really something I would consider talking about normally.
In the past I have attempted suicide by overdose. As you can tell it failed, but in more ways than one.
I spent the better part of a day throwing up everything in my stomach and then some blood before eventually going to the hospital. I never admitted that it was caused by an overdose so I didn’t spend anytime in a psych ward. (Idk about other hospitals but my local mental health hospital is pretty bad. They lock you in an area and provide minimum help. I feel it’s to keep you longer and milk more money, but maybe thats the paranoia.)
Now I live with an almost constant nausea/upset stomach which makes doing much of anything a hassle. I can’t eat/drink a lot of the foods that I once loved because they are too harsh on my stomach. I can’t stress enough if you’re thinking of attempting suicide by overdose, DON’T! There is no such thing as a 100% success with suicide, and in my attempts I have just ended up making my life worse.