Title says it all. My mind is made up. Has been for awhile… but I am now without a home or a car and have pushed the umteenth good person out of my life for good and I am finally ready. I have a place to stay for a bit, but after that I want to end this. I don’t want to hear there is hope or help, I only want to enjoy the next few days until it’s time. I’m not here looking for anything other than support and comfort and understanding.
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I understand. It is your choice, you are the master of your life.
May all be well in your decision.
I understand. I long for that escape and stay out of obligation much more than joy in life. Be at peace.
Good luck with whatever way you’ve decided on. I wish I had your courage and resolution.
Yeah I’m similar to you then a bunch of fucking assholes start getting their fucking faces too close to mine and their smelly fucking balls shoving them in my face and I’m left in the same as you. I’m trying to make a gun, my back up is I have a 150% lethal dose of psychiatric medication, my other back up is slice my jugular with a kicthen knife and my final back up is train tracks. I can’t even stand being alive anymore. I’m staying with my mom and every day she reminds me more why I have wanted to kill myself since 12