I’m irritated to say I’m writing about this particular “friend” again. I’m beyond angry with him. If you don’t know we and him have a history of “love” together. The last time I hung out with him he was kissing me on the cheek, cuddling with me, laying on my leg/ chest and jealously asking about my love life. Which to me seemed as thoughts still like me but boy was I fucking wrong.
Today I found out that he lead me on and fucked me over for my sister. At first he refused to tell me, saying I would be mad at him forever. Damn he was right about that. He told me after my sister and her boyfriend broke up he’s going to be hooking up with her. But this isn’t the first time he’s done this to me. He did this to me for some ***** in Ohio he met only for a short time. I should have ended it there.. I really should have but being the idiot that I am stuck with him because I loved and pitied him. He had the same issues as me. I wanted to love and help him.. but fuck.. I was wrong about that too. He used me only when he really needed it. I was a tool.
Damn, I was a fool to think he would change his way. He kept telling me he still cared about me after he told me. But I don’t believe that. If he cared he would not have lead me on again like that. I don’t care what happens to him now. He’s on his own and lost someone who was willing to help and care for him when he needed it. He can gladly go fuck himself. I hope karma comes back at him tenfold for making me look like an idiot.