Im just not feeling capable of handling this amount of drama and stress that seems to always find me. I just want it to stop. I finally found a place where people understood, and despite their problems they were happy and genuine. Then i had to leave. I hate this place, i hate where i am, i hate everything and everyone around me. I need it to fucking stop already. And im not going back to drugs, thats just a bandaid, if i want it to stop im going to do it the right way. My life is bullshit, and i make it thst way, but its all i can do, i feel powerless. I hate my friends, butni live with them so i csnt just tell them to fuck off. I wish they would all die with me. Oh and its my birthday in 4 days too, great…
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Can you ever revisit that place if you need to?
And is there any way you could leave them or at least reduce contact? Sometimes being next to someone a lot makes them more difficult to be around than if they have a more separate life.