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I’m sick of this place utterly fucking sick

by Dungeon

I’m so fucking tired of saying the same shit over and over again.
I’m tired of being okay for a moment then spiraling down the fucking rabbit hole again, a constant cycle of disappointment and loss. I tried, tried and tried some more but the same shit keeps happening but somehow just keeps getting worse. I’m not happy, no shit I’m not happy how the fuck could I be. I’m also not sad, or lonely or fucking anything. I’m just tired. I have been tired for FUCKING YEARS AND IT JUST KEEPS GETTING HEAVIER. EVERY FUCKING DAY I WAKE UP I JUST WANT THIS WHOLE STUPID WASTEFUL IRRELEVANT PATHETIC EXISTENCE TO GO AWAY. WHY HAVE I BEEN DOING THIS WHY DOES ANY OF IT MATTER ANYMORE, DO I EVEN HAVE A REASON ANYMORE. There is nothing I hold close anymore. And I honestly needed that to keep me grounded. I have 0 passion left, there is nothing but anhedonia. I want this to be the last time I say any of this the last time I say anything at all. Fuck everyone. Fuck this disgusting society. Whatever I cut my ties and said my secret goodbyes I don’t need to do this shit anymore.
Hopefully there’s nothing after this garbage.
Dungeon really was a fitting name.

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skylarke 6/29/2017 - 9:00 am

When I’m in my negative spiral, life is pretty much total crap with small glimmers of hope to keep me (barely) going.

whatever421138 6/29/2017 - 10:30 am

I feel the same.

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