It’s pathetic, I know, but all I want is to be loved. It’s something thats been absent t most of my life, and the love that was there was the kind surrounded by thorns. I know my family loves me deep down but does that make the pain they cause me acceptable? Just because they love me it’s ok to make me an afterthought. They can tell me how unwanted I am, but it’s ok cause they still love me? I don’t want that. Is there even any other kind of love though? Is it even possible for someone to love me without breaking me as well? Maybe I read too many books, but I desperately want it to be possible. Platonic or romantic, it doesnt matter, I just want there to be someone out there who loves me. That’s all.
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This world is troll central.
Those who want love never receive it.
Those who seek riches, suffer bankruptcy.
Those who treat others how they want to be treated, get the opposite.
Nothing wrong with reading books. Fiction is better than reality imo.
Sometimes love just doesn’t fing people Like me, I’m 30 and I don’t know what love is. I even been called bad luck. But somewhere in you, you find what you need to get through each day…..
” They can tell me how unwanted I am, but it’s ok cause they still love me?”
it’s not ok, but that’s love for you. manifestation of love is not necessarily friendly or accompanied by kindness. and it’s not love’s fault, it’s just that the lover is always flawed.
I think you hit on the difference between love & adoration. Love is like your family, where they feel an attachment to you without necessarily respecting you. Adoration is like a dog, where they respect you so much you can be a total screwup and they’ll still do everything to make you happy. I was adored by a human only once in my life. Lost it. Now I have a dog.