My mind off antidepressants

Death dark cold and dreary
Bring me into your cold embrace
For I am a creature of warmth and yet I am burned
To the flesh and to the bone
Sooth me oh death
Decay my sorrows and drain out my blood
For life has hurt me
Do not consider me uncouth
For I love you both life and death
But life burns me and you will cool me to the marrow
You make life beautiful and you are the unsung hero
I wait for you oh death
It is at the moment when
You wipe all the colours from my eyes and when
You take all the music from my ears
That you will make all things beautiful
Sweet sweet melancholic death
I wish to know you one day
I am in life’s unrelenting grip of what they call faith
And what I call an insane rollercoaster which I never applied for
And sweet sweet love my death
One day you will take me just as suddenly and I will be no more
Just as I feel everything now
Bring me full circle
Bring me full circle