Shit

Here it is again today
The blues
What a mysterious set of hues
I wish they’d go away

Here I am again today
Alone
Is this hell or is it home?
Why is everything so grey

And again I’m calling out to you
Screaming your name
Don’t you think it drives me insane?
I don’t know what more I can do

Is there something more I need to prove?
What more is there to lose?
You’ve left and gone your own way
Leaving me here with hell to pay
It’s an honest shame
That I still give into this game

Again I hear the chorus of
“You’re so brave”
But will you say that when I’m in my grave?
The definition of “coward” fits like a glove

Some days I catch myself weeping
Wish I was with you
And again these feelings come creeping
There truly is nothing left to lose