I should spend every breath that I have apologizing. That is, if I speak at all. Ideally, I should be seen and not heard, but if I ever do open my mouth, it should only be to let out a constant stream of “I’m sorry”‘s to everyone around me. Maybe that’ll make up for the fact that I’m a perpetual fuck-up and all-around disappointment.
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ur not a fuck up, embrace the hate!
Oh, I’ve embraced the hate alright. And by embraced it, I mean that I’ve accepted the fact that all of it is warranted.
Don’t spend every breath apologizing, spend it conserving the energy you need to live.
Sorry for what? Doing your best, no matter how “little” it might seem to others? Fuck them. They don’t see through your eyes.
No, sorry that I’m a deficient, useless creature who is far more trouble than she’s worth.
You’re worth so much more than people’s perception of you, even your perception of yourself. Some days we just need permission to be human.