Hey, if you guys want to…feel free to say anything you want to me in this…Just below write anything you want or feel
or just plain anything even if it isn’t towards me…just do it…..lately (meaning today) I almost committed suicide by jumping out of the driver’s education vehicle……
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Hey, how are you?
Not so good
What do you need/ want to feel good?
🙁
why Mehikka?
weren’t we still gonna talk? 🙁
<3
I don’t know if I can anymore…It’ll probably hurt me even more
So, not the best of days for you. At least you can vent some of it out here, I just hope that helps.
So, you said I could say anything.
I am terrified of spider webs. There is nothing creepier on God’s green earth than walking into a spider web. They are fascinating to look at, and if you’ve ever had the opportunity to watch a spider build one, it’ll blow your mind, but when I’m not expecting one, and suddenly my face is covered with this thing I can’t see and desperately want to not be there, and I don’t know if a black widow is crawling along my neck salivating as it homes in on my jugular vein, well, it’s weird. For me.
So this is what happens when I’m told to say anything. Spider webs and jugular veins.
Hope you have a better day tomorrow. Post a drawing when you have time, we miss ’em. (Please.)
*Hugs*
I hurt myself today in several ways. I want others to see I’m hurting. I want the pain to show.
I’ve been hiding myself for so long.
We are allowed to be our fucking selves. Screw the world which wants us powerless.
It’s so painful sometimes to hide the pain.
I know of someone who stepped out of a car on a freeway while the driver was going at least 65 MPH. Survived. Had brain surgery and recovered.
Was just in a psych ward with a girl who shot herself in the leg trying to commit suicide. Give me a loaded gun. Sure the hell am not shooting my leg. Or my chest. Met a survivor of a shotgun attempt to the chest, too.
Met two survivors of bridge jumps, too.
Way I think… if late-term abortions are legal, suicide should be, too. 25 years off and on of therapy, medications, and hospitalizations and I am no better, but actually less hopeful and more depressed.