- Hello is anyone there? Can you hear the screams from my mind and the tears from my heart?only delusion and madness respond why don’t you let us go we’re starving to get out we want the taste of fury to satisfy our hunger but then regret and sadness com in to spoil the flavor so what do I do?I have an empty plate of abyss spiced with rage and peace they do not complement each other well but, add a bit of fear to even out the contrast and to get that apathy to rise. make sure the taste of anger is subtle for it is a strong taste that no one will enjoy. now moving on to the side dish of despair it’s a dish all by itself filled with loneliness accompanied with a drink of pain the only way to enjoy this dish is to be alone without candlelights for darkness is the proper setting for devouring this meal. as it is this meal is so heavy you would rather have skipped this meal altogether but then you wouldn’t get to taste this inglorious entrée that is served to you morning,noon,and night you try to ignore this meal but you are so hungry to feel pity for yourself that you must eat no matter how painful, the substance of perspective temporally takes away the bitterness but the disturbing taste always returns, you feel the need to release your distaste for sanity releasing the rage…
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This sounds like a cycle repeating day in and day out. How are you trying to cope with it?
Spirituality, medication, I’m actually starting therapy tomorrow
Really? That is great!
There can be some real help, there.
May I ask how you express your spirituality?
I’ll probably get some backlash but I’m a Jehovah’s witness
AHhhhhhhhhhh! Just kidding.
Good luck with your therapy session tomorrow. If you don’t click with this one after a few sessions, you can always consult w/someone else.
Brave step! Best to you.