I can barely keep it together anymore. Having to go to bed alone at night, having no one to hug and hold hands with, having no one to just be my actual self with who I could open up to knowing I would not be judged. Existence makes no sense without someone that one can share it with.
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I wanted to be alone so I could find myself just to realise I’m losing myself even more. But losing myself in the other person wasn’t good either.
But I feel you, I’d really need someone to hold me and hold my hand and who I could feel safe with…
I agree 100% completely.
Why does being alone make me so hard?
To some solitude is bliss. Only the social conditioning says we need people.
I don’t know, I don’t see myself ever being happy if I have to spend the rest of my life alone. Can’t change the fact that I was raised that way.
This is exactly how I feel. I feel so starved of simple human touch, all I feel is anger and sadness.