alcohol the depressant

Change your poison, man. I’ve found that different alcohols and even different brands make a difference. Life sucks any way you take it, but some drinks take the edge off while others ramp it up. I’m not gonna tell you to quit because trust me I know how it is. But sometimes the drink can be part of your rut. Know what I mean? Come home, take a swig of Jack and think about killing yourself, over and over, it becomes a routine. So maybe treat yourself to a fruity rum drink and stick a freaking umbrella in it or whatever. Sometimes I can fool myself into feeling sophisticated by mixing myself a proper martini. Alcoholism can be fun!!!