- I try to just take it day by day, and I try really hard not to stress out about the future. But sometimes I can’t help it, it’s a lot of the things going on around me that just builds up. people who I thought I could always trust I can’t. I just feel like everything is spinning way outta control, and no matter what I do I won’t be able to stop it. My anxiety is through the roof I either sleep too much or hardly at all. Work which I normally enjoy is too stressful and my lovely co workers minimize my complaints. I guess when you’re good you get to be good at everyone else’s jobs too, and have zero rights to complain. I feel like I get in trouble the most, for every little thing wrong I get talked too, coworkers do the same shit, they don’t get in trouble. I really don’t know what stresses me out more or if it’s all so much I just can’t bear it. I just want some peace, I want people whom I respect to respect me back, I wanna be able to trust people again, I want to have fun at work again, I just feel these things will never happen. And that’s what makes it so hard to keep going at times.
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It’ll get better eventually, it might not turn out the way you expected, but better always comes, one day.
I don’t think it’ll get better I’m trying so hard to hang in there I just don’t think it’ll happen
I wrote to your post “been-thinking-a-lot-lately”
If you want to talk with me get some things off your mind maybe I can give you some friendly advice, or we can just talk in general, I would be more than happy to.