I have set a date, place and method.
This brings me relief, yet I’m scared as hell.
Yesterday the psych nurse said “you look tired”, I said “you have no idea”.
My diet consists of junk food, nicotine, benzodiazepines and SSRIs, all to “cope”. But what’s the point of “coping” if the pain is still there?
I’m so done.
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Although I’m not really for suicide, I wish you the best.
Please don’t do it I don’t know who you are but I promise you life will get better I’m going to pray for you just please don’t hurt yourself