Giving up on my life..

I’v got a long answer & a short answer

for now
the short answer is

“Faith”
a deep deep belief in my heart
that someOne
Wiser, Bigger & Stronger than whole universe
is looking after me & all my aspects in life
& has my back in every single step I take

that even if there are hardships
He’s watching &
& as long as I have capability to do something about the situation
or He has a good reason for this to be happening
He’ll let me handle things my own way
but He’ll be right behind me watching & supporting me

& the moment it’s an absolute fact
that I definitely can’t handle the situation
or the good reason He had, no longer applies

He’ll interefere

& so I can use that logic in reverese

as long as there is hardship
& He’s still not interefering
then I must believe that I have within me
what it takes to act & to solve the problem
or He has a good reason for this to be happening

He wouldn’t leave me unsupported
or let me go through hardship for no reason at all
it’s not His character to ever do that

The most beautiful thing about this
is that all I need to do in return
is maintain my belief in Him
& maintain that sense of His presence
+ be a good person,
abide by a few rules
& do five simple daily tasks [prayers]
each of them takes about no more than 5 minutes to do
That’s it

& He is so merciful
that he doesn’t really mind much if I make mistakes here & there
or miss a task every now & then
actually He benefits nothing from this
it’s all in my own favour

& no matter how bad I get
or how far I deviate
or how many mistakes I make

all I need to do is ask for forgiveness
believing He’s most kind & most forgiving
my page immediately goes white clean

& I can continue my path as if nothing happened

That’s the “short answer” 😀
<3
tc
& I pray & hope
someday
you could believe the same