The only thing keeping me here is my friend. We started a business when we were dating and now we’re separated but we see each other all the time for our work. She says she cares about me so much and seems happy to be around me but I’m so tired and I don’t believe life is even real. Life is a game of some kind but I don’t want to leave her alone to run the business by herself, even if it is a game, I think it would be hard for her to do. I’m trying to feel better but I’m pretty sure the game wants me to kill myself as it keeps piling on the crap. I broke my hands last month and have pins in them and I just have no faith in anything working out. I think I’m just here to see how much abuse I can take before I lose it… At this point I don’t want to be in this stupid world anymore.
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Hey there, I can obviously tell you are going through a lot but I can also see that you have someone worth fighting for. I know it’s so hard but if you just try and keep even a little bit of hope I know you can get through this. You can try to say to yourself I can get through today and focus on your work, then before you know it will be time for bed. I hope this helps you, you are worth it.