Hi,
I’ve never done something like this before but I thought I’d give it a try. Pretty much my ex-girlfriend in college accused me of stalking her after we broke up which wasn’t true. She was actually the one who stalked me and treated me terribly for the majority of our relationship. It doesn’t matter to colleges these days though. I’ve been investigated for 90 days now, having to give up the most painful details of my relationship. I have really really suffered. I have been depressed pretty much since the day it all started. It looks like I am going to be suspended for two years but I won’t know for sure for two weeks. I am pretty certain that if it happens I will kill myself. I threw away my college education over a girl, for something I didn’t do. I don’t see how my life could get better when I will have to face all of my friends and family and say that I ruined my life. I know I am a good person and I don’t understand why my life is so fucked up. I just couldn’t live with this. I want the pain and suffering to end.
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To be honest with you i’m in a sorta similar boat. It’s with college as well. I ended up throwing my college education away with my alcohol and gambling addiction. I pawned my $2,000 brand new mac book pro 2017, and withdrew all my money for FASFA and my Loans to support my addictions. The thing is my father bought the computer and doesn’t know. As well as doesn’t know I am failing. I cant muster up the courage to tell him. That’s only the tip of the iceberg that I want to die. I had the perfect girl too…She fucked my life up pretty bad as well. To be honest i’m usually somewhat of a dick head to girls that I don’t particularly like. But I was so in love with her the first day I met her I treated her like she was my GOD. We ended up getting an apt together and all new furniture, she didn’t pay a dime. Within a week she moved out over a stupid little argument over spaghetti. Left me with all the bills and rent. I couldn’t afford it and she knew it. But love got in the way and I still treated her like a queen. I ended up on the streets shortly after. I mean I can go on and on about why personally I have no reason to live. I just want you to know there is someone out there going though similar situations. I understand.
Two weeks can feel like forever to wait for something that will make a huge impact on your life. I hope that regardless of the outcome, you can explain to your family and friends what really happened and let them know that the whole situation really took a toll on you and that you could really use their support. I do believe that everything happens for a reason … sometimes. But anyways, if you do end up getting suspended, maybe it’s the universe pushing you to do something else during that time. To experience another part of life. And if you don’t, maybe it will just be another lesson learned through life experiences. I don’t really know if my words will help at all, but I hear you and I’m rooting for everything to work out in your life. Feel free to update us, if you’re up to it.
Military tactics, brother. If you get kicked out, get ripped and join the army. You only need YOU. Her motives for getting you kicked out of college, who knows. Work your way around it.