I feel i am incapable of happiness. I feel like at this point i dont even want happiness. After being miserable for so long i know happiness is always temporary and it all comes back to this stabbing empty pain of darkness and emptyness. I wasnt cut out for this world. I wasnt cut out to be around people. Im a mistake and a waste of life. I literally just want to die and wish i wasnt such a coward and could do it already. Like i said before…i know something will trigger it and the time will come…i cant live like this forever and i wont. Something will be the last straw.
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You just need to find more straws so you don’t ever run out.
Yeah happiness is temporary, so is pain, so is life.
So are people, infact you know what? Everything except death itself is temporary.
Death is permanent,
So ideally you want to leave death till last, use up the time you have before it’s all gone because it never comes back,
If you need someone to vent to, or someone to help you “find more straws” we can talk.
Most of the things you said, is the way I feel too
maybe you just need to brave in a different way and find a place where you feel safe. you are important and never a waste of space.