No one really understands me anymore.
I have developing social anxiety (according to the slew of online quizzes) and I think depression (most likely).
I’m afraid to talk to my parents.
My dad’s a psychiatrist he’ll figure something’s up.
Maybe.
No one gets me they all either throw it off as a joke or just…I dunno.
It’s hard.
Death is a lot more….easy…and less painful in the long run.
I used to be OK. I dunno what happened.
Help.
Please.
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Social anxiety? Depression? Suicidal thoughts? Being clueless as to how you got into such a position? I understand you already more then you’d think because such things are highly relatable, and if you are looking for people who understand such thoughts and feelings you are definitely in the right place.
Having a psychiatrist as a dad, can’t imagine what that’s like, with all the mental health problems I have i guess I would find such a situation pretty awkward, but maybe you should reach out to him? Maybe he can help you?
I totally relate. I think I have social anxiety and depression too (I am no stranger to online quizzes). You should try to reach out because the longer you keep it inside of you the more it will destroy you. You deserve to get help.
To Octr and velveteennightingale:
I’m scared. I don’t want anyone to freak out. I don’t like to be coddled and treated like a fragile object. But I don’t want to be thrown around…
I don’t make sense. I’m sorry. I should just…ugh.
I want to get better but I cannot.
It’s okay to be scared, its normal to be scared, getting help is really difficult , reaching out requires a lot of bravery and courage, heck even writing your thoughts and feelings here online is a step, identifying things are wrong and expressing yourself to others even if its to strangers online, takes some level of courage.
You need to accept the fact that you are fragile, not entirely, but parts of you are soft, delicate and do need special handling and care. it doesn’t make you any less of a person, it doesn’t make you weak, you need to get help somehow, you need to be brave, i hope you figure things out.