Why is it so painful to let go and be free? Past times are deep, festering wounds, poisoning my soul and dragging me down. I’m stuck here, trying to figure out how to fix what I did not break. I want to breathe, to shine, to be myself for the first time in my life, but anger and resentment define me. I am trapped inside the twisted cage of my own rancid emotions, time and again forgiving and forgetting only to end up right back where I started…
Life is a cruel, endless joke.
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I feel ya, life has definitely lost its luster and I have also lost my shine. I’ve grown tired of my life’s constant excessively extreme highs and lows, to the point that I rather be deaf than have to stay on this roller coaster..
I know this isn’t for everyone, but have you ever tried the whole method of writing a letter you’ll never send to those who have hurt you ? As a way to let go of anger and any pent- up emotions.
I’ve never tried that, but I might give it a shot if it helps.