You’re no road block, you’re a fucking powerhouse. The most impressive strong willed human I’ve met around these parts. This is coming from a person who has seen you grow in ways you can’t even imagine over 4 years. If I had strength that even remotely resembled yours I could probably get off of my pathetic ass, and get my life together.
Just look at it this way. In the 4 years you’ve known me, I’ve lived in stagnation, utterly petrified by life, and everything that comes along with it. You on the other hand wake up everyday, and do what none of us can. You treat your body like you really care for it. You study like you have a future. You spend your free time giving other people strength who don’t have the will to even get out of bed.
If you are the dead I know, then you are the most impressive person I know on this forum, in my chat, and honestly you just show the strength of a grown woman, and you’re still progressing.
You will find your tribe, the people you belong with, and if you keep up what you’re doing you’re going to live a wonderful life. No matter how much it feels like you want to die right now, you got this. If you don’t, then we are all doomed.
Hm you probably won’t see this at this point but I really do appreciate it i just can’t really communicate properly or have any sort of motivation to do anything normal.
You shouldn’t think I deserve good things because you don’t know how bad of a person I really am.
I keep getting called a narcissist so.
There’s so much you don’t know, dear.
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You’re no road block, you’re a fucking powerhouse. The most impressive strong willed human I’ve met around these parts. This is coming from a person who has seen you grow in ways you can’t even imagine over 4 years. If I had strength that even remotely resembled yours I could probably get off of my pathetic ass, and get my life together.
Just look at it this way. In the 4 years you’ve known me, I’ve lived in stagnation, utterly petrified by life, and everything that comes along with it. You on the other hand wake up everyday, and do what none of us can. You treat your body like you really care for it. You study like you have a future. You spend your free time giving other people strength who don’t have the will to even get out of bed.
If you are the dead I know, then you are the most impressive person I know on this forum, in my chat, and honestly you just show the strength of a grown woman, and you’re still progressing.
You will find your tribe, the people you belong with, and if you keep up what you’re doing you’re going to live a wonderful life. No matter how much it feels like you want to die right now, you got this. If you don’t, then we are all doomed.
Hm you probably won’t see this at this point but I really do appreciate it i just can’t really communicate properly or have any sort of motivation to do anything normal.
You shouldn’t think I deserve good things because you don’t know how bad of a person I really am.
I keep getting called a narcissist so.
There’s so much you don’t know, dear.