I posted this in my long rant, story…
but this is a real question I have about human consciousness.
is life but a drug? Is there life apart from taking medicinal drugs, psychiatric drugs, recreational drugs. Because I take Tylenol and vitamins and drink occasional (never piss drunk) – WOULD I SIMPLY CEASE TO EXIST IF I STOPPED INGESTING DRUGS? DO YOU KNOW ANYONE THAT DOES NOT DO A DRUG CONSTANTLY?
Ever since a kid. Flu vaccine, cold medicine, diarrhea medicine, ear infection, etc….. caffeine. You know, the drugs.
Is that what keeps life happening?
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That would mean birth control is the ironic exception
Eh I don’t understand? Nothing.. at all.. to do with that.
Oh I get it keep “life” happening
I don’t mean new life’s I mean already birthed current human consciousness.
I mean keep consciousness running kind of like a computer is ran by electricity by the outlet providing voltage…
I get you, I was trying to be funny, hence my username. Just kidding, I’m not funny at all in real life
Seriously I think you just solved your problem, the drugs are screwing you up royally. I go through extremes of heavy drugs/drink/junk food and no drugs/water only/raw food). I’ll give you 1 guess which extreme makes me want to kill myself and which makes me embrace life with a deep understanding. Unfortunately due to my work, I have to take drugs to stay on society’s schedule (uppers to work, then downers to sleep) and that snowballs into heavy abuse and suicidal depression. Then I hit rock bottom and clean up my act, get healthy and see that life is truly full of possibilities. Until work forces me back into darkness. Repeat.
You my friend seem to have been stuck in darkness mode since birth, fed a long string of drugs that have probably altered your mind so much you don’t know the real you. But it’s never too late to start cleaning up your act. I know it’s a huge undertaking, but just for the sake of experimenting, maybe try cutting out all drugs & processed crap for 1 week. Even the ‘harmless’ stuff like coffee, sugar and processed snacks. Aspirin, as far as I can tell, is ok because supposedly it’s derived from a plant and used by the ancient egyptians haha it’s so if you need to take it that’s fine. In your case you’ve been on drugs for so long I bet the effect of dumping them will be extreme and awesome. The greatest high you’ve ever known.
So I guess to answer your question, I think you’re onto something but reverse it: drugs are what keep life from NOT happening. Live more like the animals and nature and you might reconnect with your purpose and belonging in life.
No I have stopped drugs. I said I barely drink and I take Tylenol. That is it. But everyone around me my whole life. I only smoked weed before. I have lost 60 pounds in last 8 months. I am questioning consciousness. I never said I am screwed up. Don’t know where you got that.
I haven’t smoked weed in about a year and I smoke half a pack of cigarettes that is all.
Usually safe to assume anyone on a suicide site is screwed up. I’m not here to argue if you want to get defensive, just trying to add to the discussion but I guess I’ll just go fuck myself.
No I don’t do drugs I am vegan. I am just questioning aren’t we all on some sort of drug?
Uppers for work and downers for sleep. Wow it sounds like my life moto.
I haven’t done coke in a few years but my mind has been craving the hell out of it lately. Don’t know where that thought is coming from. It’s driving me nuts. I’d very much prefer to not think of it. Ever since I got out of the hospital from a suicidal drug overdose a few years ago, I’ve been completely clean. No alcohol or illegal drugs at all. But alas, I’m still taking a bunch of pills from my shrink to get through life. I’ll be on those till the day I die.