Almost waited too long

August 13th, 2017by corinao@protonmail.com

I am leaving soon. I have to because if I wait much longer, I will become too apathetic to get it done. A few months ago, I felt anticipation at leaving and it made me feel almost happier. But that has faded. I think all of my raw emotions and desperation have been depleted to zero. And, all that is left is a growing numbness and disconnect from the world around me. All I feel is constantly exhausted and a heavy yet somehow hollow feeling in my stomach.

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