I can’t remember

A few days ago I was talking to this guy. And he asked me a question that should be that hard to answer. ” when was the last time you were happy?” But it was! It one question I had no answer to. I can not remember the last time I was happy. Because for as long I can remember I have never felt true happiness. And that really hit me hard. In my 18 year of living I have never felt it, and I will never know what it feels like to have that.