After many years of pain, think I am ready to leave. This world burns my eyes. Can’t take it anymore. Everytime I tried to get better, I just got even worse. I suck! This sucks! Humans suck! WHY OH WHY OH WHY! I sometimes feel furious that I was even born into this. Feel like I don’t belong here in this selfish, greedy world.
With that said, there are a few genuinly good people out there.
But I’m just so tired, I have accepted my ”faith”… It’s a relief to know I can choose to exit anytime, wasn’t meant to be here. Don’t know where I will go after, but I hope it’s somewhere better than this.. :'(
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What really gets me too is where I will go after. I am constantly afraid that I will somehow be brought back to another shitty life or a worse one.
I’m afraid of that as well. But I’m confident there’s no afterlife
Yeah, it bothers me a lot… There really is no way to know except dying… And this life is a nigthmare itself, what if it never ends. Or even worse, what if it’s some kind of computer simulation. :/Makes me shiver just thinking about it!