I’m feeling on the edge. getting back to my work place, with the same disrespectful management and low income.
I have signed my self to silence about my pain and bad experiences. my friends don’t know what I either went and going through. and they should not even know because they would not understand.
I have literally only 2 family members and a great self divided personality to talk to. I talk to my self. yup.
when it’s hard, and I’m down on my knees, or feeling like crying like a 4 y. o boy, I’m talking to my self.
I don’t mind this self help, but I do mind this loneliness. it’s a mental one. so sometimes when it’s too much, I’m writing to you guys. so I would be able to tell some one what I feel. I feel like shit. I feel like going through he’ll and getting tested again and again “will he kill himself?” “will he go insane?” “will he die from broken heart?” well, I will not. for who ever is leading me to taking all this shit, and experiencing all these horrors, I will not break!
thank you all for reading this, it means a lot, you are more than welcome to reply. have a nice day
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I can relate to this a lot, I understand how painful the loneliness can be, and I also talk to myself quite a bit since I don’t have anyone to talk through anything with. But your overall mindset, despite that, is inspiring to me. Thank you for posting and I hope you realize how amazing you are for standing up like that.
wow haha thank you so much. I would love to listen to what you have to say, I have spare time for that kind of socialism
Yay 🙂 I’m not the most positive person when it comes down to it, but I appreciate that 🙂
I’m used to the loneliness. I’d rather be alone than have my familys company.
I talk to myself too. In fact, it’s more common and normal than you think. Most people just don’t admit it. When you’re talking to yourself, you’re actually talking to your higher self, whatever answer or solution you came up with is from your higher self. Google that. “higher self”. “The best relationship you’ll ever have is the one with yourself.” (Google image that)