To my husband: I’m done trying to please you when nothing will. I can’t keep all the pain in any longer. Now you won’t have to leave me or deal with my bs as you call it. Good luck finding a new girl that will deal with you and your bs. I can’t anymore you’ve sucked me dry. Sorry your best friend is going to have to pick up my body and as you put it be disgusted with me. I wish I could have turned off my feelings before it got this bad.
To my mother in law/boss: I may have inconvenients you tonight but ow maybe you’ll realize what I do for you and your company. All those times you asked me to stay late or get you food or waste my gas on you, you’ll realize what I asked wasn’t that bad. Don’t cry or pretend to be hurt by what I did you don’t mean it and soon everyone will know. Thank you for all you did help with but good luck with your son. I wish you all the best in life and your business. Sorry I’m such a burden for you.
To my nina: I love you so much! Please don’t blame any of this on yourself. The only regret I have is that I’ll never be able to hold you one last time. Please be strong and know that I’m waiting for you in heaven.
To my mom: please know you tried and I appreciate all your words of wisdom and encouragement. I wish I could ask you to take Alice and Lola but I understand why you can’t. I’m sure my husband is going to get rid of them. I love you and always will. I’m so sorry to put you through this kind of pain, I can’t fight anymore.
To my sigblings: I live you guys and Im sorry we were never closer when we were young. Please stay strong and know how much I love both of you.
To everyone else: thanks for the memories and good luck in life.