I have almost no energy at all I do is snap over small things and lay around all day before I head to work. Even talking to people or having to explain myself makes me tired. I keep thinking I should just go get help but always cancel last minute. I don’t know why I’m super tired all I do is work and then go home. I’m always jumpy due to my PTSD, someone barely walks up behind me and that’s all it takes. I kinda just want it all to be over already.
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Same here,…. Another day, fuck… I’m in so much pain fuck ridiculous, I don’t see it getting better either, I live Canada, guns are hard to get otherwise I’d be at peace already.
Same, I’ve only been getting out of bed to go to work. And because of the anxiety/isolation it’s like an assault on the senses when I get to work. I get into the groove after a couple hours but it is exhausting. I know sleeping so much is the worse thing for me but I can’t seem to pull out of it. My diet is horrible if I eat at all. The anxiety is exhausting. My phone never rings. Everyone has given up on me. I don’t blame them. I don’t even have the energy to sustain a friendship much less be involved with anyone on a more intimate level. I know everyone is wondering whats happening to me. I don’t want to or even know how to explain. I’m no help. I can only identify.