Saying goodbye after they are gone

August 12th, 2017by heartlessviking

My cat died.

He’d been having seizures for a few months, and apparently he died mid seizure in the night. I cried more than I have in a long time. I tried to be strong, remember how much my cat meant to me. We buried him in my in law’s yard (we can’t do it where I live).

Now there is just a hole that my sweet cat left behind. The other animals don’t understand that I really need them to step up. I don’t want to replace him, I just…. I want him back. He’s not coming back though. I’m sleeping a lot right now, while I can get away with it. Sometimes I dream I’m holding him, he’s healthy again, purring in my arms.

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