Social Fail

I always say how I want friends.

But when I actually find someone willing to talk to me, what do I do?

Either they drive me insane with stupid shit I shouldn’t care about.

Oh, they use u instead of you. That’s super annoying.

Won’t they even pretend to be positive sometimes?

I’m really, really not interested in you that way, please stop.

Or I think I’m annoying them.

Oh god, I just went on a long rant about something no one ever cared about. Awesome.

They keep talking about their life and I’ve done nothing with mine…

Now they’ll want to avoid me, but can’t without looking like a douche. Better do it for them.

Either way I end up avoiding them.

What’s the point of saying you want social interaction and then fleeing at the sight of it?

This is what I’ve spent the last eight hours thinking about.

This is what happens when I try to go a day without weed.

It’s all sleep, pointless angst, and staring at the walls.