My happily ever after will be happening soon enough. A publisher is going to publish all my poems. As soon as I finish editing them, my final goal is complete. I already feel lighter. I just want it all to stop
Hi! Some months ago, I felt the exact same. Excited to finish everything I had pending and then kill myself. Suicide was such a comforting thought. But now that I already finished everything and had a bit of time until my suicide date, I feel kind of sad. New projects seem so inviting, and I really want to do them, but that would postpone my date and that’s bad. That’s where you actually consider to not go through it. So, I’m really glad you were able to publish your poems! Congratulations! But if you really want to die… don’t postpone it? I’m not encouraging you, you seem like a good and talented person. So if you want to live… just wait. Life will call you back.
I’m not dure what you were aiming for. I am content. This isn’t another postponement. I am ready. I hope that you have a beautiful life and can smile deeply
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Hi! Some months ago, I felt the exact same. Excited to finish everything I had pending and then kill myself. Suicide was such a comforting thought. But now that I already finished everything and had a bit of time until my suicide date, I feel kind of sad. New projects seem so inviting, and I really want to do them, but that would postpone my date and that’s bad. That’s where you actually consider to not go through it. So, I’m really glad you were able to publish your poems! Congratulations! But if you really want to die… don’t postpone it? I’m not encouraging you, you seem like a good and talented person. So if you want to live… just wait. Life will call you back.
I’m not dure what you were aiming for. I am content. This isn’t another postponement. I am ready. I hope that you have a beautiful life and can smile deeply
Can I read one of your poems?
I’d be happy to share some with you
The thought of suicide makes me smile too.