Been dealing with severe depression for awhile now. Cant hold the weight that’s on my shoulders, why does life have to be a living hell? Its the type of shit that makes you believe there is no God. Why do so many people have to suffer? And in my little time on Earth, so many people i knew have passed away. I’m actually jealous of the dead. They don’t have to be miserable no more..I been contemplating to kill myself, but after so many failed attempts, you just stop trying and just say fuck it, i gotta live. But in my Honest Heart, i feel like most of you on this website. And if it does get better, that day surely as fuck hasn’t happened
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Two of my friends just died and I would swap places with them in a heartbeat. Understand the jealous feeling. The unbearable weight of severe depression is so debilitating.
I try to tell myself tomorrow will be better. I hope your tomorrow is better.
107 billion people are dead if you want to die go for it 🙂
One person ain’t make a difference 🙂
I understand the feeling of being jealous of the dead. Like when I see on the news that someone has died in an accident, but they’re usually the ones who don’t want to die. But when we look at ourselves and want to die so badly, all I can think is why couldn’t that have been me.