unemotional

I feel that way around people too especially straight after my suicide attempt. I just felt like cause no one gave a flying fuck about me why should I about someone else. But in the end I realised I probably felt that way cause I cared too much. I was too consumed in caring for people, it hurt, and I thought if i tried undoing that i could feel numb. It worked but not for too long. The truth is that in the end we all care. Its deciding if what we care about is worth it or not. Masking the fact we care never really helps