i never do anything right. my parents tell me i’m useless, narcissistic, and have an attitude issues. But the thing is, i am not a narcissus. they dont see how much i care about others. how i’m always there for my friends when they need me. how i always come over and help my friends. and i help them because they believe in me. they support me. they are there for me and always make me feel happy. my parents don’t. they are never there for me. when my dad doesn’t get his way he makes everyone else miserable. when my mom doesn’t get her way she’s annoyed. my parents yell at me for every little mistake. and i can’t take it. i wish i could move out or grow up quicker. i wish that my parents were different. i wish i could feel like i have a home. i wish i had a family who supports me and not put me down.
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I totally understand your situation, i gew up in abusive family and I’m still living with them , every day is now fake, there’s no love, just how to use each other and how to fake everything.
You know, so long ago I felt the same. I ran away, and though it felt good and I learned so much, that feeling never went away. I felt free and happy because I helped people while I was away, but deep down, I couldn’t find anything to fill that void. The hardest thing to do in this world I think is to tell your parents how you truly feel, how they make you feel. I still haven’t done it myself, but it may be the thing that actually changes the relationship. I do know one thing. That whenever I’ve been honest, brutally honest, it hurts at first, then it heals. Maybe your hurt and don’t realize you need healing. Just my 2 cents, you have my love for what you do for your friends and your care for other people, as that isn’t the norm on our planet anymore. Keep swimming and don’t drown my friend.
How old are you?