Well, it’s sure gonna be interesting once I take the bus up to the last place I’d ever be alive.
I’m not sure if I should write some sort of speech just to finish this all off, but heck, it was sure nice being a part of this humble community if it weren’t for SP I would’ve lost my crap by now because when you have this one little space where it’s appropriate to talk suicide it just makes you feel less alone, a little more “normal”.
Mostly I feel like whenever I post here I’m doing nothing more than attention seeking, least we won’t have to worry about that for much longer. I just can’t believe where the time went! Oh well, stop blabbing on, hope some of you guys find the light at the end of the tunnel, I hope most of you don’t end up like me.
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Please do not do anything now, just do not move and take a deep breath! I almost did something wrong today, it hurt a lot and I do not want anyone to suffer like that.
Just Breathe;
I’ve been planning this for so long now. Normally I’d be frightened, but not this time. I only feel calm.
Once you realise no amount of love in the world can help free you from this inner chaos, you know there’s no other way.
wow, shit man, that is so relateable
But yet, I can’t tell you how it is not true. Mathematically speaking [RnM refernce] – your problems will die before you go + you would encounter opportunities further in life to achieve stability.
Wish you luck and success what ever you choose to do, because you deserve it. You have a lesson on seeing what hell is like, now help me and others make this life a heaven.
Anything in particular planned for the next 4 days?
Getting drunk tonight, might cut myself later on.
I’m in the same, it’s not because of lack of love that I think of these things, but I try to believe that someone will notice me and realize that I’m not well … It’s that expectation of someone to save you from yourself. It may sound like hypocrisy on my part, but I do not want other people to make the mistake I’m thinking of making.
I really have problems :{ I try survive!
I’m glad you’re trying to survive. Just hold in there, okay?
Thank you and good luck.
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OK! ?
But you also have to keep trying. After all, we can be alone but we are not the only ones to feel these things. “When life disappoints, what is the solution? Keep swimming” … excuse me for that! ??
Be strong 😉
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I’ll be right there with you 😉
Any day now for me if I’m lucky.
Thinking about going sooner.