I can’t even IMAGINE how unlikely it is that anybody I know has a suicide plan like I have in the past. What are the chances that people I know actually know about this site, or google things like “ways to die” and stuff like that? Why must it be so hard to find people like me? I’m not saying it’s impossible but I can’t imagine something like this to be true.
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I just pray i dont know any1 on here lol i vent on here things that not even my closest friends know about.
I feel safe on here because I don’t use my regular username. It keeps me safe and if I don’t go into specifics like names of people and where I live, I feel fine.
Yes I think
I have talked to you before
I told you I wish people were like me
Because I need a partner (not looking over the site)
But in my state
I always thought look on Craigslist or something
Like a *secret partner* post or something
I don’t necessarily need or want someone else to kill themselves with me
I just wish someone could go in get gun for me at pawn shop or at gun show if I provide money
Drive me to the spot where I am going to kill myself then take the car back to the home where it stays unused
No one is understanding though.
I have to commit suicide completely alone.
They’d rather hurt me and ruin my living life then have me die happy before it being ruined