Daily doses

September 15th, 2017by Raycantdeal

I don’t know what to do. My coping mechanisms don’t work anymore. No matter how I starve, how I vomit up everything I eat, how I slice open my arms, and stomach, how I sleep with a different guy every night, how I run, run, run, run away. It catches up with me. Stuns me. Chokes me. Incapacitates me. Leaves me so tired I can’t imagine breathing for one more second. And I feel like such a burden. So unwanted. So unloved. I can’t breathe. I can’t stand being alive. Not for one more day. Not for one more second.

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