THIS WILL BE THE FIRST AND LAST POST I’LL EVER MAKE
So my family are going to visit my sister in a couple of days so i started to get excited about gassing myself without anyone stopping me only to find out my brother is staying home with me then i started to have second thoughts about it not working but at the end of the year we are going to a another country to visit other family and it’s easy to buy a gun there so i’m not sure whether to wait it out or just gas myself when my brother is asleep
you know what fuck it i’ll wait it out till the end of the year when i’m in another country just to get 1 gun 1 bullet to the temple jesus why did it take me so long to think about this plan so glad i signed up to this and thought so clearly on how to end my life so glad THANK YOU to the guy made this Project
I SHALL BE FREE AT THE END OF THE YEAR JUST IN ANOTHER COUNTRY 🙂 🙂 🙂
(can’t wait to end it now i’m going to have to conceal my happiness so it doesn’t look weird)
3 comments
It’s actually not easy to buy a gun in a country you don’t live. Even if there are lax laws. Takes me 10min to legally get one here, but if I didn’t live here it would be impossible to visit and get one. If you try illegally, you run the risk of making things much worse for yourself. Much, much worse on many levels.
I really do not want you to take the quicker path. You are going to destroy your brothers life if you do it while he is there. He will forever blame himself for not seeing it and helping you. I am very hesitant to say anything at all. But I think you have a right to know anyway. I hope you give it some time and try and heal. Either way, do not go to a foreign country and try to buy a gun.
I wouldn’t do it with your brother in the house. He might catch you and call an ambulance. When I blow my brains out, I’m gonna make sure no one’s home for a long time.
Both of the comments above make good points. Getting a gun easily only applies to citizens of the country, but if you’re a foreigner they’ll probably treat you like a terrorist, at least that’s how it is in the good ole US of A. Also if you have any history of mental issues, suicide attempts or drug use/rehab, forget it. That’s why a lot of us Americans dream of gassing ourselves like you mentioned. On the other point, right, whatever you choose, try not to traumatize anyone who will find your body. Unless you really hate them and want them to suffer a life of traumatic memories, leaving a gross corpse for your loved ones is a total party foul.