It all seems like a joke

September 16th, 2017by hiohneh

What am I doing? What is better? What do I want to accomplish? What do I want people to see me accomplish? Do I want anything at all? Why would it be selfish for me to take me own life? Don’t they know how much I’m suffering?

My dog is getting old. I think I’ll take him to the vet next month. I need to know if he’s okay.

When the end of December arrives I will have to decide whether I want to continue my education. I want to die. Maybe I should go get some inpatient psychiatric help. Maybe if they numb me enough I can finally go through life like nothing is wrong.

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