Have you ever had those moments when you just want to tear your hair off because those voices in your head won’t stop? They gnaw you, they fill your own head with toxins and gradually your whole being.
They make you expect the worst of own yourself, they make you seem like you’re a grenade, waiting to explode and destroy others. That eventually, you and everyone close to you have the face the inevitable. They make you want to torture yourself. They bite into your life with their venomous fangs. They are the creators of chaos, not just in your head but life too.
And the worst part? They are incontrovertible. A Philadelphian lawyer with the sole motive of gulling our credulous minds.
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Mine usually just sing, “This is the workweek that never ends, it just goes on and on my friends, some people started working it not knowing how much there was, and they’ll continue working it forever until they’re deeeeeeead…..” I’ve forgotten the difference between days. All of the days are the same as all the other days. Damn you voices! This is not demented Lambchops!
I feel weird laughing on here, but that made me laugh
I don’t know if this voices or not but it’s more like there’s another me constantly putting me down reminding me of all my worst traits and all the mistakes I’ve made. And a lot of days, more recently, I find myself agreeing with it and sometimes I would even say out loud, “I am a ______” <- depending on what my mind decided what I was during that moment.
The voices in my head are lovely the voices outside my head are telling me “kill yourself right at this very moment” or “slurslurslurslur” “dronedronedrone”
When I was last hit with a severe bout of depression/anxiety/panic attacks that’s exactly what I wanted to do – rip my head off. It was constantly buzzing as if it was charged up with electricity. I would rather endure physical pain than that. It was torture and drove me back to medication even though I don’t want to live a life on meds.