I hate that i envy someone who had enough balls to take their own life. But every time it happens…its my first thought. What a brave person. I wish i could just have the balls. I know a situation will eventually give me all the balls i need. But its just crazy and pathetic to feel envy and jealous over ones success at suicide.
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Ya..
You shouldn’t feel bad. Suicide is difficult thing to do
Never tried fearing failure. But my time will come. I feel it and have for 24 years.
I always wish they would take me with them cause we maybe be the only 1% in the same boat. I’m like “Find me somehow!!!!! Take me with you!!!!” I don’t want to die alone but I want to commit suicide.
I have the same thoughts. I tried killing myself, but it was fear that prevented me from going through with it even though I had everything ready
Yup. Brave beyond words.
I second that.
I don’t think it’s crazy or pathetic to envy them. Only 1 person in 10,000 has what it takes to commit suicide. They are exceptional and it’s ok to admire them and wish you had their balls.