I ordered everything I need to do this. The last chemical was delivered this week. The journal I wrote for my husband is all but finished. I reserved the hotel room. The overnight bag is packed and personal possessions are cleaned out. It all seems so quiet and still. Will it stay this way through to the end?
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We’d all like to know that. Good luck to you in your journey.
Sounds like a novel I read: IQ84.
The least you can do is read it before you go!
It’s even in the first 5 chapters that the part is that you sound like.
It’s a perfect novel!!!!
I am reading before… I decided if there was one thing I wanted to do before is read.
I’m reading The Catcher in the Rye. It was the book I was reading when I proclaimed for the first time my suicidal thoughts in 2007.
I’m sorry it is 1q84
Learn something new every day.
I have read some 30 classic novels in the last 5 years. I threw in one scientific book around 700 pages about genes. Woo. First chapter addresses his brother as schizophrenic, my diagnosis (schizoaffective should I say where the medication had me gain 60 pounds and lose my motivation in but 3 or 4 month long shots. Took me 2 years to lose that. Motivation is gone. Uncomfortableness persists. ) that I deeply disagree with and it still hangers me to this day.