Today I bought everything I need for my suicide, I’m excited!
Death has never felt so near, so real.
I’ll study everything carefully, I can’t fail.
I’m still a bit sad I’m not gonna see how things will end, and I’m not gonna do some projects I really wanted, but I can’t delay this anymore, the risk of them finding out is so high right now.
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Good luck! I’m a little jealous u got the goods. I’m still on a wild goose chase online trying to obtain drugs (lethal dose), which would be ideal for my situation. I’m curious – what do you mean the risk of them finding out is so high right now? Are you talking about finding out about your upcoming attempt?
Oh, that sounds good, but please be careful. I didn’t choose overdose because it tends to fail if you do it wrong. Ah, my parents, I’ve done several fun things this year and if they ever find out they’ll give me literal hell. I stopped going to uni and man, it was so much better, I could do all the things I really love. But if they find out… it will be the end of me.
I don’t know what’s going on in your minds right now but I’ll just sit and wonder, wonder because I always think about suicidal people and also ones who made them think and dream about it. Not just people, whole this everything, this whole fucked up life for someone, can you just say something here? Say how are you feeling and what’s bothering you right now, I’ll listen
Maybe? I’m really sad because of things most people would consider stupid. I’m a prisoner, but I’ll be free once I die. I’m kinda scared of afterlife, I wish there is no afterlife. I’m also sad because I won’t be able to do lots of things I would’ve love to do, but the pain isn’t worth it. I’m studying carefully so my suicide is a success. My chest hurts for various reasons. Yeah… that’s all I’m thinking right now, it seems like I really needed to write it down, I feel a bit better now, thanks.
What method are you using?
Hi! So I was planning on a gun, but guns are not legal in my country, they took it so now I’m sticking to hanging. I know there is a small rate of failure but worry not, I’m doing proper research. How about you?