He beat me up again today…

I was in the same relationship. He told me he was going to kill us both. I believed it. We broke up so it never got to that point. I know he would have. He choked me once and when he stopped i was coughing and my throat and trachea hurt and i eas crying and threw up in the bathroom. And be didn’t give a fuck. He didnt feel bad. I pissed him off and it was the first time he ever did it but not the last. He said later on he regretted doing that but did it more times after that. Along with pulling my hair so hard that hair fell out. I had such a bad headache from that too. He didnt care. The only time he ever stopped being aggressive is when he thought he snapped my wrist and i thought he did also and i was hysterical xryingg ans he let go of my wrist and felt bad and went into feel bad mode and apologized. Please. I have stories for days. People like that can one day really snap and kill you. The abuse will never ever stop. He will find sometthing wrong even when you do decide to talk. Trust me on this please girl. It will never go back to tthe eay it was. Ever. Once a beater, always a beater. I truly believe in that. Id he did it to you then he will eventually do it to hia next gf too. Please get away before he rreally hurts u or possibly kills you. Fuxk him. Dont walk on eggshells for him or any other man. You dont need that type of ahit or man in ur life. He sounds like a real dick with anger issues and takes it all out on you the person that loves him most. And he does it bc he knows u eill stay. U must leave some how. Do Not settle. It only gets worse babe… trust. That is not love. Love doesnt hurt. Love doesnt do thiings likw thst no matter how angry one is at the other. That is so un healthy. Again, i was once in ur shoes. Once he choked me while i gasped n said just kill me. i did want him to end it …and idk y but then he let go of me. I think i freaked him out by saying that. Stay strong but please dont settle for him or anyone like that. Plenty of men that will kiss the ground you walk on. Imagine kids with him? Hell beat his kids also…..trust. he has issues. No man ahould hit a woman. Ever. Under any circumatances. Dont be sad. Be mad. And leave his ass.