i really wish there was someone I could talk to about my suicidal feelings without fear of being judged or upsetting them or having them think differently of me. I also want to mention that I have had a plan to end my life before, and if things had gone my way, that I would be dead now. Also, if there was a painless way to commit suicide, then I would have done it a LONG time ago. There is NO WAY I can tell all this to ANYONE
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Email me. I understand what you are feeling.
bobs65325@gmail.com
Get a psychiatrist if you want someone to talk about your suicidal feelings. They won’t judge you, it’s what they are paid to do
There are suicide hotlines. If you scroll to the bottom of this page it’s listed under Suicide Resources. I used to volunteer at such a company. The calls are completely anonymous. So..you can say what’s on your mind and maybe get some feed back and you won’t be forced to tell them who you are. The place I worked is called Samaritans. Phone; (877) 870-4673
I once tried a suicide text line (USA). It was ok. Nothing miraculous or life changing, but it’s definitely a good way to get out of “the zone”. Like Randall said, it’s completely anonymous and you can say anything and there’s someone to listen and give support.
You reach a point where pain isn’t scary anymore. Why are you afraid of pain? Pain isn’t that bad. You can withstand it.
The thought of the pain is ALWAYS greater than the desire to end my life, no matter how bad I want to die
I know what that is like! That is me when I was younger. This is brilliant though, this year I realized pain is only psychological. Pain is not all that bad. It is fleeting, transient. You can endure the most pain ever, it is how human bodies were created to drive out pain with natural pain killers. Fuck, Van Gogh chopped his ear. That guy from 27 hours chainsawed his leggy. You gotta become friends with the pain. You got to love the pain. If you are a sadist or masochist, you can enjoy pain. Learn to enjoy pain, then the world is your oyster, you can endure it. Pain is GOOD. I want the most painful pain. I like to hurt myself. It helps me become friends with physical pain