Nothing in this world can save me, that’s why people like us resort to suicide, that’s our only way to find peace. Its impossible to find peace alive. Its also impossible to find reasons to stay alive. I just want death. Its so fucked up I crave death. I wish I crave normal things like love and money, but no, I want to fucking die. I might still be here tonight. But I’m going to get extremely fucked up, I’m going to take like 3 boxes of Coricidin. Enough to go visit God and comeback. Its always a bad trip. But I’m already in hell. So let’s turn the notch up like you do in a shower with the heat. Get the feeling you want. I’m really a fucked up human being. I don’t even have to be dead, I like the feeling of death. So still, struggling for breath. Feeling life leaving your body. Why am I like this? That’s why I always wanted to OD to die. I wanted to feel my life leave my body
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If you take three boxes of CCC’s, whatever you do, don’t wander around a carnival after it’s closed. I did that when I was 17 or so – was only 2 boxes, give or take, but close enough.
Coricidin is not going to kill you. What makes you think cold medicine is going to kill you and come back?
The only question I have anymore is..why? Why did it have to be this way…why can’t happiness be more than an illusion for once
You will die some day eventually, tomorrow or in 30 years, might as well try to become happy in the process. If you become happy: good, if you die: good. Becoming happy might be hard but it is very rewarding. Trying to be positive when I’m not and socialicing with happy people is one of the most energy draining and exhausting things I did in my entire life, but in the long run it pays back 1000 fold. Realize that you are of value simply because you exist, if it would be of any help I would hug you if I could. We are all humans, we all feel the same way time to time, you are not alone, we have to take care of eachother.
I postponed it til tonight, what I mean I might stop being here is what I do after I take the triple CCC’s, I feel pain all the time I want out, but I hope you guys understand me. I be ready to die for awhile now