The unnatural quiet and stillness that was uncomfortable the last couple of days, is not anymore. It is still present but it feels okay now. My lingering doubts are gone. ……………….Tomorrow evening.
I am in such a fog that i don’t even remember why it was important to wait until tomorrow evening, but I guess I should probably trust that I had a good reason. So, I guess I will wait until then. Though I really don’t see any reason to not do it now. I will wait because that was the plan. I remember that much, at least.